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:)

2010-03-03T22:44:00.002+08:00

Hello, we meet again. (LOL) I don't know what to say now, as I'm very lazy to blog again. XP Hmm I'm currently missing hiim~ ACML ♥ I love youuu XD U gave me best memories I've ever had ♥ and I'll never forget them (: The fun we had in Sunway was just simple remarkable and unforgettable (: Hmm.. I have nothing else to say, so like I'm just going to stop here >_<" goodbye.

- loving you was the best decision I've ever made -

(:

2010-03-01T00:57:00.000+08:00

Hey, I'm back from emo world and now I'm starting a new life! :DD I'm gonna spread it to you tomorrow kayys? ;) love hiim loads

A happy chinese new year? so NOT.

2010-02-15T23:44:00.004+08:00

-sighs- Chinese New Year and Valentine's Day fall on the same day this year. How unfortunate; no boyfriend, no happy life on my Chinese New Year. HAPPY Chinese New Year, huh? pfft, As if.

On the 13th of February, I had to leave early to Malacca with my cousins. I didn't have the time to tell Bryan, Jun, Edward kor and my other friiends that I won't be online for a couple of days. Time flies drastically. Then we reached my mum's eldest brother's place, and slept in one of the rooms. My cousin saw a cockroach and a grasshopper upstairs, so I don't wanna sleep upstairs, therefore ended up sleeping downstairs with my mum. The condition is so hot, the air-conditioner is not cold enough, I had a hard time sleeping (but I managed to sleep anyway). It was Chinese New year. Everyone said, " happy chinese new year!" and the married ones gave the unmarried ones red packets. I thought I was happy, then came afternoon. I wanna join my cousin to visit her grandparents' house. My mum lied that she's going to come back during the night, and I was foolish enough to trust her words and followed her to visit her aunt's place.

That night, I was supposed to live in a hotel. It's called Tampin Hotel. I looked at it, it looks like some freaky horror movie.. ): Then I had to move back to my cousin's house because my other cousin complained abt the hotel. Then I couldn't sleep at my cousin's house because apparently, her room has dust, and obviously I know because I'm sensitive to cat's fur and dust. Since they don't have cats as pets, so the only reason left is dust. I couldn't sleep so in the end I slept in the living room at 5AM. Woke up at 7.30AM..thanks to my cousin, who woke me up. Then it was 15th Feb. I slept in the car and back here to KL, in my cousin's house.

Then, my mum wanted me to go visit her 3rd brother's house.. my cousins and others weren't not joining and I don't even dare to tell my mum I don't wanna go as well. When I gathered up my courage and finally asked her, she scolded me why I don't wanna go... -sigh-

Surpise!!~

2010-01-30T21:07:00.002+08:00

Heyy!! Long time no blog :DD sorry if I hadn't blog so quite sometime, but I think it's because I'm too lazy to do it and PLUS!! There's nothing to blog about (A). Anyways, it's been 3 days since my parents aren't around, as they are now overseas in Kuala Lumpur (: Yesterday, Janice, my laopo, GAVE ME A SURPRISE!! She suddenly called my house and said she's coming over for a sleepover!! :O I was like so friggin excited about it. :D and also, yesterday was my cousin, Ai Teng jiejie's birthday lol! I was like, "who's birthday is it today?" and she replied, "No one's :D" HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA~

Laopo and I were chatting about everything last night and also, Bryan called! :pp laopo was like the lightbulb lol, disturbing us XD anyways, we chatted a lot last night.

Today, laopo's mum brought us to The Rizqun Hotel at The Mall in Gadong to see the Canadian Educational Fair. :D I found the University of British Columbia and also the College of British Columbia, where Henry lives :D I wanna ask more information about it but the representative was away.. :( So, laopo and I went to the mall to take a small walk while waiting for her mother to finish listening to al the universities.

Laopo loves all those animes and she was like nearly visiting all the CD shops in The Mall o_o" Then, I just remembered about Jun saying that his father has opened Secret Recipe, a new shop.. >_<" I sms-ed Jun but he didn't reply. I couldn't find him anywhere so I just left and continue looking at the CD Shops. Laopo didn't quite trust Jun =/ because she thinks he's a liar. But I don't think so.. Then just now, a lot of 'kebetulan's happened =_=" Jun said he switched off his phone due to VIP meeting, then when he switched it back on, he received my message and rush to The Mall but didn't see me. Then he said he doesn't have enough credit to SMS me and plus he has low batt. -_-" Bryan was worse. His brother suddenly chatted with me in MSN, saying that Bryan collapsed and fell down the stairs, then fainted. Then, it was comfirmed that he has sprained his left (or is it right?) wrist and sprained his ankle too.. -sigh-

A lot of things happened lately =/ and I just don't know what to do. I hope I can solve my problems and move on. Oh, Silent One, where are you? Why are you not out? I don't wanna face all these problems and I just want to disappear in this world. Why don't you take over my life and let me rest in peace? -sigh- I guess she can't hear me. :(

-All the memories of you and I will remain in my head and they will always be there-

-sigh- O_O" random.

2010-01-15T04:03:00.003+08:00

I'm so bored right now. I'm in Brunei already for 2 days (LOL why am I counting?) and, I'm going to KL again on the 3rd of February! *yay*

Weird day today for miie, O_O~ My ex-crush, a.k.a my dongsang, just recently broke up with his super HOT girlfriend, and now he said I'm HOT! O_O" weird leh... he wanted to see how big my bed at first, then somehow, he suddenly said.. "unnie, T gotta tell u smth.. you're kinda hot.." and I was like.. "whatt?" LOL~ webcamming with willy was quite weird today, because he's the only person that my webcam lags, while the others weren't very laggy. And yeah.. THE WEBCAM WORKS! O_O" I have no idea how it worked, because back then last year, it wouldn't even get detected in this laptop!! o_o" weird laptop, eh..~ hmm..

OH yes.. I recently added my maple son's friend, Yi Haw and turns out that he's really caring about his girlfriend, WHO DOESN'T EVEN CARE A SH*T ABOUT HIM. I got so pissed, I scolded him and his girlfriend(not directly at his girlfriend), and I told him to break up with her since she's not worth for him to cry for. Seriously, he's 30% in my direction before when I was with Mars. So like.. YEAHHH... I advised him, I warned him, I cheered him.. But he said he wants to handle this alone.

Also, I found out Bryan Chin likes me!!! O_O" whoa.. we didn't talk much back then, but then suddenly he just *poof* "Hi Kat" to miie~!! He told he has liked me for a week and he just confessed to miie arnd 2 days ago =x... I'm flattered, REALLY.. But it's just, no one has won my heart yet. =x Well, at least now I know Mars is not in my heart already and I'm confirmed with that ^~^ v

Anyways, It's kinda late now, I gotta go LOL! buh bye!

more pictures? :S

2010-01-09T00:00:00.007+08:00

I found out I woke up at around 12.45PM and I was shocked :O. I went downstairs and asked my cousin, Wen if my mum came. She said my aunt, Susan called her on the phone to ask if I've woken up and Wen said no. Susan yee then asked Wen to bring me to the shop later to get my hair done, and she accepted without remembering that she doesnt have a car to fetch me there lol. I didn't get my hair done and I don't want to :p

Hm... my hair when I woke up.. NO MAKE-UP OKAY!! You know I hate make-ups.. =__="

Gahh... LOL ._." I know. I look weird >_<" Don't complain :p

Hair done =x

2010-01-08T04:09:00.001+08:00

oh my goodness! :O I had my haircut today.. and it.. SUCKS T___T !!!!

My mum brought me to a nearby saloon and cut my hair layered V-shape at my back and a short layered bangs in front until the eyebrows. Hmm... my hair was like friggin terrible then, as it looks like as if I've just gone through a hurricane.

Then I got my hair done in my mom's saloon, and somehow the front hair is too long and touches my eyes o_O" ended up like emo girl lol. It too me around 5 hours to get my hair done -_-" mainly it's because most of the time I was like half asleep LOL, like... straightening half way, I kinda slept O_O"

<-- My hairdo My mum said she's gonna cut my front hair later, at around 12PM.. but I feel fine about it.. =] gonna tell her im not going to cut the front XD.. and guess what! I look like grandma!! HAHA~!!

<-- me being Grandma :p

And also this! POKLEN

<-- POKLEN~~ :p

Yeah, just uploaded some of the pictures of my fun time in Genting during New Year's Eve :) Here's the link: http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?ref=profile&id=1577514579

Go view it yourself (for those who has my facebook :] )

hmm -___-" 5 days till I'm back in Brunei.

2010-01-07T01:10:00.005+08:00

hmm.. I don't know what to write.. (what the hell? I AM writing right now -_-" DUH) okay, okay. I'll start a topic.. ._." uhm... Today, I went to shit shop...uh.. I meant, boutique. >_<" Tried on some clothes, my mum's gonna buy them soon, and yeah.. went back to my cousin's home. :) Yay! Tomorrow, I'm finally going to get my hair straightened!! But bad news - my mum's going to do it ._." *DEN DEN DEN* omg omg omg omg omg! :O lol, hmm.. my cousin complained about BM class today haha..

cyy : kat, u know what we learn in BM class today? -_-"
kat : what oh? why u sound so unhappy and pissed lol
cyy : zzz.. we learn 'Bina Ayat'
kat : LOL... ._. cyy : and u know what words teacher give for bina ayat? k
at : no worh... what leh?
cyy : go give what - masak, goreng, rebus, etc... and on the other page - siapa, bagaimana, apa, etc.
kat : LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL O_O"
cyy : aiya im from the last 5 classes, i ok lah.. my friend ah, the front 5 classes go learn what - kotor, bersih, etc...
kat : lololololololololol ._. i nth to say
cyy : aiya help me with my h/w la -_-"
kat : ok lo...

she handed me her h/w BM book and her first page was seriously masak, goreng, rebus.. all those words lol but they're completed. I checked the second page and she hasn't complete the words "siapa" and "apa". She said we couldn't add any words in that word like "siapa-KAH". I asked my cousin's boyfriend(cyy's sister's boyfriend) who is back in JB right now and I asked about cyy having trouble with her malay. And then he gave me a sentence, "Siapakah orang sial itu?". I WAS LIKE "LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL.... CANNOT ADD WORDS LAH TO THE WORD TEACHER GIVE", and he said.. "oh?... then.. 'orang sial itu siapa?' f3" (P.S: f3 is an online game emotion :D, it's supposed to pout its lips :D) i was like laughing like hell man xP. I told cyy about it and she said, " saya pun tak tahu apa kamu cakap..:p" lol.. AND THANKS TO CYY, IM HAVING A GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD TIME CHATTING WITH LYNNIE <3 MY BEST FWEN :3 I asked Lynnie what is Sial and she said it's some kind of like bastard or something :) and yeah.. after that, we forgot about it and bla bla bla..

we chatted about Jaewon, some hot guy from California, Vietnamese, wanna go audition to become a Korean singer (well, he's a goooood singer :O, here's his youtube channel : http://www.youtube.com/user/cityincolors) ...

We all talked about cute boys, and suddenly crushes and ex-es came into our minds.. LOL.. she chatted about Miguel (whom she calls Miggy) saying that even after they broke up, they're still calling each other's parents, dad n mum. What else? Oh yes, I chatted about how Mars and I were so lovey dovey with each other, and I didn't cry at all when talking about him!! o_o" I'm so happy that I've put down him, but I still am kind of curious about his life =/ ~ Oh well, an ex is always an ex >_<"

Bored of life~

2009-12-30T06:37:00.002+08:00

Ugh. It's so boring today. ._."

- You've hurted me but I don't know why I still can't forget you -

trying to mend a broken heart

2009-12-29T00:36:00.005+08:00

Oh.. So he likes this girl name Su Ting, it's my meii's meii ._." Xuan's meii haha~ his PM in msn wrote "I kept miss you... Su ting.." then Jun said he knows her and helped me ask her.. he said Su Ting likes him too hahhahahahaha~ Nevermind lah, trying to mend a broken heart XP So far I've not liked anyone.. or maybe.. almost like my maple ex's friend, Ekaii but luckily no .__." because I know he wouldn't like me XD and we'll be in a long distance relationship and can't meet. I don't think he wants that, and so do I. :) I don't know what to do, I'm not sad. I'm just heartbroken, that's all :) I don't wanna think about it, but my friggin metal headed mind keeps thinking about it.. I bet they're together already.. Now I keep seeing Marcus Available instead of Busy or Away like he was when he was with miie. -sigh-

*slaps myself* STOP IT, KAT! YOU'RE INSANE! HE'S NOT YOUR NEW HEROIN, HE'S A ROTTEN ONE. Stop thinking about him. You said you don't care. Why are you caring right now? You're just being pathetic here, Kat. Move on. He doesn't effing need you anymore. All he needs right now is Su Ting. Yes, she may not be as pretty as Xuan and you don't know what he sees in her, but it's a fact. He's gone. He doesn't have you in his heart anymore. Be strong, Kat.. As what your friends, especially Benjamin kor told you. Be strong. Don't get stepped on by him. Prove to him that he regrets for losing you. You're better than that. I can see. I may not see brightness right now, but darkness, but I know you, Kat. I'm your alter ego. The silent one. You will shine one day. You can find a better person in life, Kat. He might give you the sweetest memories in your relationship, but trust me. I've seen sweeter ones and they're more romantic than yours. Since other girls can move on and live happily, why can't you? Don't drag me into hell with you, Kat. You think this break up is heartbroken? I've seen worse ones. Come on, Kat. It's not like you've had sex with him or something. MOVE ON. Stop thinking of him. He's not worth your tears. Eat, Kat. Don't go on a "special diet" because of him. You've lost 7KG already. Stop it. It's hurting. Don't let me out and control you, Kat. You know how insensitive I am. You don't want other friends to hate you because of me overpowering you.

I can't. I just can't. WHY!! Yes, alter ego. He gave me sweet memories, but they're the best ones so far. I just can't forget him!! I thought I was strong. When his friends mocked me and scolded me in front of him, I had no feelings. I even told hiim that I don't like him anymore and he's free. I thought I was finally over him. But then, the next day? "I kept missing you.. su ting" was his PM, and my heart just.. broke and shattered into pieces. And I still love him with those broken pieces of my heart. This song kinda express my feelings right now :

Rihanna ft. Neyo - Hate that I Love You

Yeaah
heyy heyy

That's how much I love you (yeah)
That's how much I need you (yeah yeah yeah)

And I can't stand you
Must everything you do make me wanna smile?
And then I like you for a while
No...

But you won't let me
You upset me girl and then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget that I was upset
Can't remember what you did

But I hate it
You know exactly what to do so that I can't stay mad at you for too long
That's wrong but I hate it

You know exactly how to touch
So that I don't wanna fuss and fight no more
Said I despise that I adore you

And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah)
I can't stand how much I need you (I need you)
And I hate how much I love you boy (ohh)
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so (ooh)

And you completely know the power that you have
The only one that makes me laugh
Sad and it's not fair
How you take advantage of the fact that I...
Love you beyond a reason why (whyyy)
And it just ain't right

And I hate how much I love you girl
I can't stand how much I need you (yeah yeah)
And I hate how much I love you girl
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so

One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me
And your kiss will make me weak
But no one in this world
Knows me the way you know me
So you'll probably always have a spell on me...

yeahhhhh ohhhh ohhh
oh yeah

It's how much I love you
It's how nuch I need you
It's how much I love you (ohh)
It's how much I need you
And I hate that I love you
Sooooo
And I hate how much I love you boy
I can't stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you soo
And I hate that I love you soo sooo

AM BORED!

2009-12-19T03:56:00.002+08:00

I'm trying to forget hiim but he just can't seem to get out of my mind! So stubborn, huh? There's a boy I just met, and he kind of fell for me. Seriously. O_O" At first, he said he's gonna help me get hiim back, but then instead, he fell for me. How ironic can this be? But then I told him, "Well, if you CAN help me to put down hiim, I might consider you ;)"

He got so darn excited, he went hysterical. "OKAY!! I'LL TRY MY BEST!!!! :D" was all he said. Hyper, isn't he? XP Until now, I seem to can't forget hiim, even thought I'm not thinking of him. =/ Why is it so hard to forget hiim? Was it because of the sweet memories we had together? The dates? The kisses? The hugs? The warmth? I don't know.

He's been ignoring me for a week. Well, not really IGNORING. Just. Not talking. =/
He said he's happier if we were god-sister and god-brother, but our relationship isn't even going anywhere at all. It just hangs there. Ugh. He's always away or busy as soon as he's online, but even if he's Available, he wouldn't bother to talk to me. ): How saddening can this be? -sigh- Stop it, Kat. Don't think about it. Everything's gonna be alright. (: Think about the future, not the PAST. New things won't come, if you don't remove old things. XP

- I will always miss you even though we're not together-

haiz~ Sad day.

2009-12-13T03:33:00.002+08:00

We broke up.. we chatted.. and he can't stand my over thoughts and he made up his mind that we stay as di and jie better cos we were happier when we were di and jie~ I didn't cry at all, because I cried already that night when I had a nightmare that he broke up with me and that we should stay as jie and di.. Now, I want to be a tough girl and I'm going to win his heart back..

Mars, just you wait. I'll let you see that I've changed and I'll win your heart for sure. Believe me, I'll try my best. =)

another love in the air?

2009-12-04T19:35:00.011+08:00

This morning I woke up at around 9.ooAM, and when I came out of the room, I saw the hanging line on the stairs. My mum was furious about my maid, being "smart" and cleaning the maid's/study room when it's supposed to be tomorrow. I was really nervous, as usual, because I am going to see hiim again. I wore our first date as god-bro n sis's shirt and the first date as couples' skirt. It was the brown shit and the green skirt lol. Then, as usual, SPORTS SHOES. XD

My hair was really, really, REALLY, terrible today. =.=" When I reached there(about 1.45PM), I sms-ed hiim and left the car. I was about to go to Best Eastern when I saw Waree`ah, my ex-best friend, now my good friend, and her sister. She was like, "kat~ *winks*". I saw her and almost went traumatized, "WARRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!! *hugged her*" and she asked, "what are you doing here lol?". I answered, "lol meeting my boyfiie XD" I asked her if she has a phone with her but she said no. So I asked, "War, can you stay with me for a while? Because I don't know what time my boyfiie comes." She agreed and told her parents that she's out with me. When I entered Best Eastern, I saw my friend, Amal. "Hey, mal why do I always see you here?" I asked. "LOL. I WORK HERE," she said, in a shocking voice. XD I was shocked too and I asked her too if she has a phone. She asked why and I answered that I want to sms my boyfiie. As I was about to click 'send', he appeared by the door in Best Eastern. I told Amal, "nevermind, he's here. :D" He looked at me, and I just said bye to them without introducing them. How mean I am. Well, not my fault I was so eager to go 'paktor' with hiim XD He asked me, "So, where are we going?" and I answered that I don't know. We walked and walked up the escalator to the third floor and he said, "Alex's here :D" and I was like, "wtf? you really asked him to come?" He said, " no ah, he asked me this morning XD" so we looked for him loh in the Arcade while holding hands, when we reached there and we saw Alex, he let go of my hand. They both played the basketball together and my boyfiie throw too high, but still scores. XD Then, when his other friend appeared, zhong xiang, he mentioned, asked him, "your gf ka?" den he said, "hmmmm.....dunno XD" After that, zhong xiang asked me if Christmas Carol was good, and I said no XD. Then my boyfiie asked again, "no meh?" and I said, "er... okok lu.. XD" Then zhong xiang and Alex said to boyfiie, "wuu, to us say no, to u say okok XD" Then I smiled guiltily XD hahahaha~ then Alex, Zhong xiang walk in different path, so left us lu.. then, duh we go paktor in the hotel there. :D He bring me go see swimming pool on the fourth floor XD then go lift hug lai hug chi~ We went back to the third floor throught the left and go find Alex again. And of course, we walked in separate ways and we go hotel again LOL. Then paktor there.. that's when our first kiss... was held. <3

He hold both of my shoulders and turned my body so that I faced him. He leaned down and kissed ME. HE. KISSED. ME. <333333333333 I smile so broad, that I feel like as if I can smile broader. I flushed so badly too, so was he. XD Then we were so lovey dovey, hugging each other, touching each other (not the yellow way, jz like touching hands, hair, etc) and others <3 I feel like I'm the happiest girl on earth. We chatted random things loh - about his friends, my friends, his family, my family, others~ Around 3.30PM, we have to go to NBK CyberCafe (the boys call it NaBehKia CyberCafe LOL) as Alex has been sms-ing boyfiie to go NBK look for him lol for the past 30mins. XD We went there and there were alot of boyfiie's friends @__@" We took the 3 computers at the corner of the cybercafe. I didn't know what to do as I don't want to play DotA with them (PvP leh, sure tio GG) cos Alex asked. Well, boyfiie said I can go Facebook if I wanted to lols. He keeps rubbing my head as if I'm his puppy XD Then it was 4.50PM, and he lost in the PvP DotA with his friends lol. So, he left with me back to the Mall. Then, he asked again, "where are we going oh?" I said, "somewhere to hug you before I go <3." Then, he randomly bring me to the lift when we went to the 1st floor and 2nd floor of the hotel to find a private place to hug and... hhehhehehe kiss him.. XD We failed to find any as we're running our of time so he escorted me to the lift on the other corner of the mall. Then, before the lift open its doors, I was dying to hug him so I opened my arms and gave him a puppy dog face. He said, "wait first." When we were in the lift, he hugged me by hugging my waist XD. I was like "omg so hard to hug him" and I had to hug him by wrapping my arms around his neck. He had to bend down as it was hard to hug him. XD and he said, "hao xing gu orh.." Then, he kissed me again. HE.KISSED.ME.AGAIN. <3 I was stunned but very hyper and excited. I wanted to say I love him, but those words couldn't come out as I was still stunned about the kiss. I could feel his saliva on my lips and I licked them. @__@" Then I went home lurhs, I miss him alot and I love him alot. I got so excited, I went out and have a good roller blading before I went home and pack.

LOL that's what I wore when I went out with boyfiie <3

Love Is In The Air

2009-11-30T18:10:00.007+08:00

Today, I woke up at 7.30AM and I couldn't sleep. My maid was cleaning the toilet so I watched T.V and waited for her.. I watched Rush Hour 2 half-end and Rush Hour 3.. I couldn't wait for later at 1.45pm, Ninja Assassin..I was too hyper.. Am watching with him, and booked couple seats. XD

After that, I showered and wore a white blouse with a green sleeveless jacket with a green skirt, and of course, my all time favourite shoes, my sports shoes xD

Then at about 1.15pm, I reached there and paid for the booked tickets because we have to take our booked tickets half an hour before the movie starts. I couldn't find my friends Farah and daddy(Fatin) and I don't have a phone, so I couldn't call them or message them. Luckily, I saw one of my schoolmates, Wani, and I borrowed her phone to message Farah. It was then I saw Farah and daddy so I said to Wani, "nevermind lah, I found them. Thanks!! Bye!!" I ran to them and they asked, "where's your boyfriend lol?" I said, "I don't know.. Borrow your phone eh! I wanna sms him ask him where he is!" and so she lent me her phone. I receive a reply from him and he said he's looking for a parking XD (well, his brother is driving the car so they were looking for parking)... after that I saw him from the lift and first time saw his brother, Edward. XD

Farah was like, "hey that's your boyfriend ah! Go to him la!" I don't want to, "eee! dun wan..his bro there...his bro ka?" LoLs. As they approached nearer, I took my bag and cover my face until saw me.. xD then.. he was like, "oh! there she is!" he said to Edward.

Then he was like saying to his bro, "bah i go watch movie lu." They waved goodbye and he stared at me. "So, where we going ah?" he asked. I said, "first, we go toilet, cos i niao ji wan go toilet." He oh-ed me and followed us to the toilet and stayed outside the toilet(DUH). Then.. we didn't hold hands at all, until when we entered the cinema.

We couldn't find our seats, as it was seriously DARK and I thought there weren't any seats at all. I was like, "wtf are those seats?!" then we go seat lu.. no one was sitting beside and it was..SERIOUSLY, SERIOUSLY DARK.. I can't see a THING. There were four seats, meaning 2 couple seats. We sat nearer to the middle, but in the end, we sat in the corner, because it's so empty and the man who sitting in front of us, his head is SO MASSIVE, he blocked half of the movie screen =.=". That's when I started holding his hand.. <33 *blushed* then, halfway during the movie, I wanted to sit well, that's when he started to put his hands around me..*blushed*in the end, we were hugging each other tightly and didnt let go XD He keeps looking at my lips when I lean my face on his shoulder, then he shook his head in a soft way.. I know he wants to kiss me, he just wouldn't dare to. XD and so did I. I wanna kiss him too, but I'm just too shy.. French kiss or lip kiss? I thought. So, in the end I didn't kiss him. I keep giving him hints, like.. I put my lips near his face, he keeps looking at it, but he didnt kiss it. XD *blushed*.. and then, he almost got the courage to do it. He lifted up my chin, and just stare at me. I pretended I don't know and asked him, "hmm?" and he said, "nothing XD" and went back to watch the moviies. He then keeps pinching my face and hugging miie tightly <3 I didn't concentrate COMPLETELY throughout the movie, because I was too busy hugging him and the stupid man in front is still blocking my view when I lean my head on his shoulder!!! @#$%^ so I listened instead. I kind of talked to him also most of the time, but not loud. >_<" Hope he can catch up with the movie instead of busy hugging me and trying his best to kiss me, LOLOLOLOL. Then in the end, I wanted to kiss him, but @#$%^& the movie ended. =.="

Then when the moviie ended, we came out. We didn't hold hands at first. I mean, I don't know lah.. It's like I have a feeling that he doesn't want to let anyone know we're an item? because he didn't hold my hand at all.. In the end, he held them. hahaha. <3

Then, the shitty thing came. Cause earlier on, Farah said we will meet up again in the arcade (Uni Arcade) at 4.oopm. But then the moviie ended at about 3.30pm and I didn't know it.. haha then, Edward saw us dating n holding hands xD. He was like saying to Edward, "yo brother!" and he just smiled back. I stared at hiim shockingly and asked, "so.. Edward knows we...together?" and he said, "dunno haha" and just shrugged. When we saw Edward wandering alone in the mall, I asked hiim if we all go to the cybercafe together. LoL never noticed the time when we almost go outside the mall, I was like, "aiya! I forgot that we're supposed to meet Farah in the Uni Arcade at 4.00PM!!" He said, "then sms her lu, I lend you my phone." I replied he doesn't have to, and when I wanna go back upstairs, he didn't follow.

"You really going to cc ah?" I asked him. He said, "ya lu..ah bor den?" Then we just waved goodbye.. >_<" It was a saddening goodbye because I don't know when will I see him again
Then I went to look for my friends but I couldn't find them. I was all alone. "Nevermind," I thought, "I'll just look for him and Edward in the cyber. But which cyber?"

I tried the 2 nearest cybercafes but failed to find them. It was across the road in McDonald's building. -sigh- I went back to the mall and waited until it's 5.00PM. I regretted not joining hiim and his brother. Then when I reached home, I went online. He was on too.. you know what he said?

"Laopo, I regret letting u go join your friends. I want you to be beside me now T.T"

AWWWW SOOO SWEET <3

In the cinema; we were stalked. :D
<-- his legs and me, covering myself with my bag XD

-KAT N HIIM ALWAYS AND FOREVER-

YAY PARTY PARTY PARTY

2009-11-15T13:26:00.002+08:00

Yay~ today's Janice Pang's birthday!! Woohoo!!!! yay yay yay

Happy birthday to you~
Happy birthday to you~
Happy birthday to JANICE~
Happy Birthday to you~

Mayy you stay pretty, smart, tall, sexy forever~~ ^o^ I am so bored! Going to her party soon~

WE ARE ALL SO RANDOM AND INSANE :D

FREEDOM DAY?

2009-11-14T19:39:00.003+08:00

oops, i think it's a little too late for me to say this : FREEDOMMM!!! woo!!! -sigh- tomorrow i have to attend Janice Pang's birthday party with Marcus di :D~ yays~ eh, Krishan's birthday also tomorrow and i dont know that!! O.O" haha~ boring day nia~ ><" that's all? HAHHA LAME~

^FREEDOM IS HERE AND WILL STAY TILL FEBRUARY?^

aching like hell T.T

2009-07-03T23:59:00.002+08:00

ugh.. on Tues morning, (2nd Jul, 2009) miie and my friends went to the Brunei Radio Station, a.k.a, RTB (Radio Televesyen Brunei). We went to watch a debate drama called the 'Bridging Minds, Recession : A Blessing?' uhm.. at first I dont quite get it what the heck they are acting about, but then I did understand A BIIT lolz.. and SG's Radio DJ, Shan Wee was there. :D lol, he's so freakin` tall XD. And then in the afternoon, I went to play Squash with my other 2 best friends, Chai Hui and Wan Jun. whoa we saw a swimming pool, a small gym and a badminton court. I went to play with this smth machine, and somehow I heard a 'CRACK' behind my back.. and uh-oh.. it was awfully PAINFUL!!! *OUCHIIES* then I went home and my dad so bad say what.. "why u so hao lian ah? why go play leh?"= =" I give him za dao.

Yesterday, I went to play squash, badminton, went to gym and went swimming with Chai Hui. Wan Jun couldn't come because she wasn't feeling very well. Whoa, we had funnnnnnnnnnn alot.. and now I'm feeling all the pain :D cos of the lactic acid LOL XD

Today?

2009-04-24T02:35:00.003+08:00

UgH I finally get to post it out from this lame PC I'm using (not lappy, TQ)
Sooo.... Today, Clemmiie erzii finally talked to miie due to the nick I put in my msn niick. I'm so HaPPy as he doesnt miind anii more... It's just we talked less already in msn.. and I miss him loads.. -sigh I played DoTA today with Marcus.. I'm actually suppose to play with Alex, Kenneth and Kenny, but they didn't show up.. (losers!!) So yeah, SATURDAY is JOGATHON DAY Wee!! I'm so happy to get exhausted :D

During my Physics lesson with Mr.Leong (what a GREAT teacher) he gave us a little funny fact during the run :-

Mr.Leong : What opposes you when you run/walk?
Kat : friction?
Mr.Leong : almost, it's air resistance. :D When you run, don't run in an open area because when you run, there will be air resistance and energy is needed to overcome air resistance. So, if you want to save up your energy to win, run behind someone because that person in front of you will get the resistance and you get less air resistance. When she's(I'm in a all-girls' school) tired, you can hurry up and run behind another person in front of her as you get less resistance. Save up your energy, girls :D
The whole class : haha.. True.. :D

Haha.. And so, yeah.. :) Everyone is having a great time.. except for that special someone who is special to miie and that is Benjamin kor.. I'm really worried about his health.. I really wish he's well and live a good life with Flo. -sigh-

Today in tuition, Kevin is so lame. Everyone said it's obvious that miie and Kevin will be together and this tuitionmante said, "I see the love chemistry between them :D" Whatever

Kevin is like that to everyone, okay? He's not onlii like that to miie, but to everyone!! We're all victims! >:o Anii ways, Kevin cut his hair and he looks as fugly as eVeR haha~

Okay, I'm done here. I'll write more SooN or not.. XD

2009-03-27T09:19:00.002+08:00

BUDDY SPECTRE (damn i forgot ur name =__=") SEE THE PICTUREEE

today can online?

2009-02-22T23:32:00.002+08:00

hmm, i can online? well, i rarely blog now.. I think i will post stuffs more in my own school's webpage, http://ma5a-stpri.ning.com/profile/lollipopkat than posting it here.. i mean, come on, i dont wanna post double in 2 diff blog websites. = =" Ugh, I have nothing to say here, it's just that tmr is National Day and my mom let miie online till 12AM. =/ It's almost 12 so like urh.. yeah, gtg ><" bb~ take care all

Good Friday? or not? =/

2009-02-20T11:26:00.002+08:00

Hmmx, I woke up late today about 9.30am, coz I slept at 4.36am D:<>hehe i got the opportunity to blog cos my parents went out! XP) So.. yea.. I got tuition later...tuition tuition tuition onlii!! ARGH~ Tiring D:~ So miss my holidays, where I always chat with all my friends and all.. I love u guys muackx -xoxo- Well, I'll stop here for a time being, blog soon sometimes later xP

abt Akmal's bday and others~

2009-02-20T02:47:00.002+08:00

god.. so tiring today, it's like.. the music teacher (Sir Amir) he registered miie to join this friggin music practice!! and he said it's for back-up!! = =" this is lame.. then, he said he needs "cute" girls to play the drums (and im the one playing, fyi) and i was like "WTF~~".. i told Elaine abt it, and she said "i didnt know Sir is so interested in you, haha" god.. she's pissin miie off, woman~ and we celebrated Akmal's bday today :D Miss K said there's an oral practice and she called Akmal to be first ( obviously, cause she wants us to prepare the food and drinks from outside) then suddenly we came in singing "Happy Birthday" to her, and she almost break down!! XD and Janice's mom made the tastiest sushi ever !! <33~>Yeah~ and Aik today dont seem happy, cause i heard frm the tuition teacher that his dad wants him to stop playing basketball and start studying =/ aww~~ he wasnt smiling at all and wasnt talking, not even one voice of his was heard in the room =/ poor poor him~ im done here~ see ya then :D

2009-02-13T02:44:00.009+08:00

Weird Me

Another Weird Me!!

2009-02-13T02:41:00.002+08:00

lol pictures of me?

holidays

2008-12-07T23:07:00.002+08:00

the holidays are just sooooo......boring! i mean...once i reached KL, my lips are dry even if i drink alot of water! -.-" and so.. :D ever since i come here, SydneyMS has been lagging badly..AND I MEAN BADLY! haihs i havent linked Ezzati but i just did :D and vicvic linked miie too ^^ and so..TMR IM GOING TO MEET CLERIC PAPA AND BABY COW COW weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! so happi ^^ but idk if baby's comiing =/ so...im still mapling like shit, but SydneyMS is laggy and i have nothing to do in MapleSEA..so...idk just chatting with vicvic, kris and dailou o.o~

xheartbrokenz..

2008-11-21T19:12:00.003+08:00

haiz!! im so noob! soo noob!!!! and im so retarded!! im insane! F5~~ i lost a couple of friends.. mainly donuts..(i miss you <3) she's frm careMS.. i miss her alot.. =/ i was being so freakin unreasonable.. it's like..everyone ignored me, and i told them i wanna disban the guild.. im just trying to teach them a lesson.. eventually donuts lef the guild on her own will T.T and.. she's the first girl to join the guild..and without her, it's useless... so i realli disbanded the guild..but then i created it again..this time, no one is joining.. :( and i kinda go insane without her now.. =/ and and and Homeless delelte me buddy in SydneyMS!! how mean! he expelled me frm his guild.. and..said i was annoying!! i was being kind! i even give him a HOME! T.T

2008-11-06T14:05:00.005+08:00

Lawls today im helping Janice to change her profile background and im changing my blog..im trying to add a picture but somehow it's just SO big lawls but nvm i'll just put this cute one here!!

MiingMiing and Miie(lurrves u MiingMiing! <3)

Nice? lawls DAMN i cant realli do aniithing about it here lawls.. hmm just now we dont have anii exams! so HAPPI :D meow~ hmmx i dont know what time go to miss yeo's tuition tmr.. >_<>MOST of them are so freakkin` difficult! F5 haizz sure wont get good results one.. i miss alot of ppl lurhs.. like... PAPA, adii, joey, miing, baby cowcow, clemmence erzii, bearbear... everyone larhs! :D and I'll be having my Chemistry Paper 1 this saturday~ wish miie luck? =/ and T.SeriAini forced miie to join the speech comptetition! and im now speechless~ damn dunno what topic to write niania~ ><>

blog!! :D

2008-10-16T12:38:00.005+08:00

Today my teacher suggested that we should create a blog and I was like, " Teacher!! I got my own one! :D " and she was like " good, kat. good " so right now we're surfing bebeh! ;) i saw a maple blackground so imma put it now!! (not jadi) WOOTS~ sosososososososososososososo long time didnt blog lerhs. haha~ guess imma continue to surf thru the net and i miss baby cowocow, angel, ben kor, etc.. EVERYONE LAH! especially my..."ex"- best friend, War.. i miss u..when will you forgive miee?

Angel is gone

2008-09-29T11:13:00.004+08:00

He came back to miie on the 22th of sept...he was gone on the 27th of sept.. i was appearing offline because i dont want anii one to disturb miie but he's just quite sensitive.. =/ i wish he comes back cos i miss him.. so much.. ='(

LOLx

2008-06-28T22:03:00.003+08:00

wah long time didnt post lerhs..o.o hmmx... kyo broke up with me ytd.. i dont know lerhs..i love himm aloads.. but.. o.o nvm i'll still wait for himm no matter what.. i tio slapped by my mom >_<>but think in the negative way..=D haha~ today i was okay.. kenny phang cheers me alittle.. haiz..=/ im single nows... o.o i like kenny alots..o.o kenneth? i can barely like him even one bitt zzz haiz..nothing to write lerhs.. gonna start school soon on monday..o.o~ so scared..if mom knows i failed my A.Maths(35%) she's gonna stab me to death! F5 k larhs that all i can say lerh..=/ if i can post again..i'll post ASAP

fun day or not fun day?

2007-12-08T02:00:00.001+08:00

heyyy....wassup? (wait a minute...am i talking to myself? o_O) haha~ today going to K.L lu... (by the wat, KL doesnt stand for Kuala Lurah!! = =...it's kuala lumpur) lolzz..i packed all my clothes and bla bla bla already...wee~ right now im just waiting for my bathing time and wait in the car to go to the aitport...=D lolzz.....>.<>.<~ nothing to talk about anymore argh~ lol...lotsa ppl say my voice is cute! = = hmm...at first i was having a "shyish" voice conversation with my god-brother, benjamin koko~ weee~ he kept telling me to speak louder!! >.<~ lolzz....then after the conver, he added daddy....>.<>.<>.<>.<>.<>.<~ then ah i also say soemthing to my god-brother(younger one), he said..."jie, why your voice sound so cute now one?" ...i was like "is itt? o_O i dont know...^^" lolz~ then ahhh i chatted with my fav teddy~ the one in my blog web add......darrenloke >.<...lol even he said that my voice is so cute...lolz....voice only ma...face where got? o_O~ haaha...k le....write more later...>.<>

^ __________________________ ^ V <- peace out -

oh hell~

2007-08-11T21:26:00.000+08:00

Shiver me timbers~ Im so bored I can die... teo more months till the BIG exam~ P.M.B.... you think I can pass? gimme comments!

ouch!

2007-05-17T21:11:00.000+08:00

My toe hurts! Omg~ it happens two days ago on Tuesday, 15th may 2007..aiks..happened in the morning...dont know how I fell, but my toenail came out...the whole thing! I know it's discusting...I was crying...haihxxx... it went sideways...to the right...my mom put the "colok"'s ash... n put it in the cotton thn put on my toe..OMG~ It hurts like hell! thn I went to school...I cant stand it, I went to the welfare in school and took a bandage.. aiks...my mom dont wan to bring me to the hospital as it may hurt me more than cutting the nails...i was traumatized...haha.. ouch..it hurts now... today, went to the clinic near my house.. hohoho... the doc told me not to pull the toenail.. my mom like sot sot...she keep telling the doc to pull tht toenail..haihs..my mom's scary..LoL~ thn I have to wash the toenail everyday...hehe..

weikeattt

2007-05-13T00:58:00.000+08:00

This guy leh...he's my cuzin's god-brother... we play play laokong laopo also... cos tht time I didnt see Marcus around so I was lonely...n I played with him lolx..he's okay~ very funny..he works...lolxx~ luv him too..as a brother of coss...hahah...I have Marcus already! LoLx;; luvv himm to bitss...muackss;; xoxo

about Marcus

2007-05-13T00:53:00.000+08:00

This guy...dont know what to say about him, he is cute of cousrse...lolx~ luv him~ my laokong~ lolxx....haha! hmm.....he's a cuzin of my god-brother, kem...but his surname is Lim I guess..hehe...hmmx..miss him loo...dunno wat else to say lah..lolx..if ur reading this, hope u like it! muacks;; xoxo

miee

2007-01-23T22:16:00.000+08:00

halo~ long time no blogg here de...haihss.. bored..class 3B, okok laa..^_^ miss WL ,, hehe~ muacks lerr.. hmms...PMB...deadd...comingg...to haunt u....bcarefull...xDD blurs~ blehx ;; haihss...eat lots of durians, especially durian 'kuning' de..= = haihss....homeworkss, tambahh makes me more lazy 2 dooo..but must jia you! Bf say must rajin rajin studyy, i follow hiss words~ muackss thnx for supportingg mee...^_^ heartxx euu ;; hermmss...paying o2jam was never realli tht fun, itt WAS fun! knoww lots of frens..^_^ knw one cute guy, not interested in him..xD also got gf liaoss...hahahahaha...he's kinda hot nyways, not as hot as WL,,hehehe...:$ blehx.. [[if ur reading this rite now, dun marah ah, darlingg<-- to WL]] hehehehehe~ >.<

hapi o not?

2007-01-01T22:43:00.000+08:00

hai hai.. me go mall yesterday go play play uni de..xD (I saw firzanahhhh ^_^ )n thn whn i go wait for my cuzin on the ground floor, i saw kem kem koko!!! omg~ I was so panicked n shocked...he was wit his 3 friends..haihyahhhh... :$ >.<....im crazy not lols.. i was walkinggggg....covering my face.. thn i luked bck..he knws mee! so i jz waved at him n he waved bck at me..hahars... thn 2day..i go hua ho kiulap..n i saww.. jamess n janett....hehe..n their parents n their lil` sister....thn i saw Aileen..=.=" thn i saw koh li juan..omg~ how many frens i saw...hahaxx.... lucky me maybe..hahas...ok larhssss...nothing to write deee...kks..byebye...happy new year anywayss

hmms...past few days in Leisure mall

2006-12-30T00:12:00.000+08:00

well well well...I was so happy in the three days, well almost..haha...at 1st...thre's a vei cute guy working nxt to my cuzin's shop, whnever he looked at me, my face gone red..aiyoyo...now i had a chance to knw him..n his name is wei xeng o wei sheng ahh...sumthin like tht laa n i knw he's cute..whn he smile, even cuter!!! wanna take pic with him...but haihss...scared my cuzin say sumthin stupid over us, i jz wan 2 b frens with him maa..haihss....thn got another guy(veli cute also, like one singer...i think Alan ah..) showed up with his fren(gurl), i liked his necklace so i asked him whre he bought...n thn like...few mins ltr,he was looking for me! n whn i approached him, he gave me his necklace as a christmas gift!! How sweet! I asked him if the gurl was his gf, but no..hahas...found out tht the gurl was his best fren's x...haha.. n thn a clown showed up the nxt day o two days ltr, he luks like WeiLeong!! Oh i missed him so much, n whn tht time my mom was thre asked me if i wanna buy a pair of jeans..n whn my mom has no enuff money, she called me to go n luked for my aunt to get a $100 note, thn i was running to mcDonald's to luk for her, thn after i got bck, the girl i jz met she told me he gave her 2 flowers cos she gave him two candies...n whn i found out.. he wiped off his make-up n my fren say he's quite handsome!! n thn she told me whn i was running ot 2 McDonald's 2 get my aunt, i wasn't even noticing tht he was RIGHT in front of me whn I run! OMG~ i never even had a chance 2 luk at him...haihsss....:( hehe...nvm...i goy my WeiLeong is enuff liao...hahaxx...^_^

normal?

2006-12-30T00:09:00.000+08:00

haha~ it's meee agenss..hmmz...bck frm China long time loo...but lazy 2 post haha~ well...kinda okok laa for us 2 play in China... oni the last two days was fun de.. hehe~ well...dunno wat 2 write liao~

xx hhearrtsss himmzz.. xx

2006-10-21T19:41:00.000+08:00

we were talkin whn suddenly I got this song....http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LJEfXUIOWQ4... thn I showed it 2 Wei Leong..I tot he saw it...he suddenly wrote this 2 me...:
"o0o..ok
iit means dawm lots ofb moii hharttx tuhhx euu ...
bbaobeiix ...
iin moii hharttx euu e mostt wonderfull ....
ppromiise"
i was surprised...Tht was d sweetest words I've ever heard...cos tht time I was cryin whre he almost hurted my feelings...but whn he said tht out..I was so touched tht I cried.... I dun even knw wat 2 say de... =')

I tot it was him...:'(

2006-08-23T21:08:00.000+08:00

Two days ago(21st Aug 2006), I went 2 Miri wit my parents when I saw his(WL) car..I tot it was him driving... When d traffic light showed a red light, it was my car n his car which is on d 1st car on d traffic.I had a chance 2 c if it was him, but whn i c, it was jz his sister...Oh I missed him sooooooooooo much! luv him always n forever...

my happy life

2006-08-20T00:06:00.000+08:00

me yesterday go pakto wit wei leong at abt 5.15pm...hehe...me miss him so much..cos cannot c him iao...n he's getting thinner...so skinny... :'( kelian ah..haiyohh...he misses me oso...he so sweet..buy me chocolate n mentos n also phone strap..cut ah...hello kitty wan...:$ haha.. sweet la..me more paiseh ah..he buy me stuff, i buy him nth..xD haiyohyoh..san san keep leavin us alone.. he kissed me on d left cheek...so soft like cotton pillow... haihhzz... love sick liaoz.. xD

2006-08-17T21:52:00.000+08:00

omfg~ 2 days ago, i had d weirdest n most scariest dream i've ever had.. :'( I dreamt tht me n kem kem koko r couples instead of god-brothers n god-sisters! oh..sh*t man.. I even hugged him... =.="...he even kissed me! omfg.. :'(.. haiyoh.. I was sooo shocked tht I woke up!.. But it was 6.31am oredi...wahh~ late 4 schl de~

lonely

2006-08-12T23:18:00.000+08:00

aiyoo~~ I miss Wei Leong la! Cannot stop thinkin abt him de... ='(

miss him

2006-07-30T09:31:00.000+08:00

long time didnt write here d...alot of things happened n i didnt write it here...hopeless me.. =/ wei leong is my bf.. i miss him.. i luv him....every night i cried bcos of him...i miss him i miss him i miss him...=( after d things happened d... i cant meet wei leong anymore... im clueless....ive ran our of ideas... i onli can call him in my welfare in schl n in tuition... haihhzz.. i wish he is right bside me now... ='( i luv him.. 4ever.. my fren told me 2 make a fake break up wit him.. but i dun think its a gud idea... whn i told him abt it, he said wait till im form 5 thn go bck wit me.. i was like..im now jz form 2!! i cant jz wait 3 more years!! im heart-broken.. i told him i dun wan 2 wait tht long de... he said wat should we do.. i told him not 2 disturb us 4 a while so tht my mom would calm down.. =( i wanted 2 c him... i miss his comfy touch whn he hold my hands.. i miss his lips kissing my cheek.. ='( i wish my parents n my whole family would understand wat i want.. even though its too young 4 me 2 hav a bf at this time, but i jz cant stop lovin wei leong n i wanna accept him.. if my mom threw me out one day, i would call him 2 bring me 2 his house, n we would b together.. isnt tht great if sumthin happenin like tht? i say yes but i'll seperate my real families 4ever.. =( i dunno wat 2 do.. im lost.. pls sumone help me.. =(

im a??

2006-06-23T14:31:00.001+08:00

scary

2006-06-23T13:31:00.000+08:00

hmm... I 4got 2 post this story de.. cos i 4got de.. hahhaa..well it happened 18th June 2006.. we're havin a jungle walk at....um..... 4got wat name d.. then i met my p6 badminton coach thre... we chatted 4 a while n suddenly a school bus frm chung hwa came.. thn...i was hopin christopher wouldn't come down frm tht bus seeing me like tht....haiyoh..mana tahu he realli is thre!! he's with puong lik n his 2 sisters!! i was going 2 run away de.. haiyoh...so malu..thn must take picture again.. siao.. my aunt lagi.. wahh..need 2 b so close 2 thm mehh? even she told me 2 fill milo 4 her whre christopher n puong lik were fillin it too.. haiyoh....selamat i use short way n they use long way la.. hahah.. last2 min.. i tot they sampai liao... mana tahu they're behind me de.. wahh.. running after sampai oh... so funny... xD haihzz.. hope it wont happen again nxt year...

got rejected..

2006-06-06T22:51:00.000+08:00

hmm.....2days ago... got rejected by Wiliam... now Christopher.. yesterday he even told me 2 delete his contact in msn n friendster n also throw the teddy bear he gave me.. he doesn't like me... I knw he hates me... I knw it.. no wonder he's acting weird lately.. Alot of my love life was destroyed by two enormous babe sexy HOT chicks.. Kelly n San San... Sent Yee : Kelly.. Christopher n Wiliam : San San.... They're realli good.. I like Christopher vei much!! U knw I do.. if u dun blieve u go 2 friendster.... http://www.friendster.com/bulletin.php?bid=89701304&uid=13042873 ... thre~ c it!! I told u.. I like him alot.. Puong Lik.. ok ok laa... I knw he's more handsome than Christopher n Sent Yee.. but one thing.. he's shy!! Not like Christopher n Sent Yee.. Talk 2 me again ma... i knw puong lik occasionally talks 2 me.. it's like once in two years!! nvm.. I dun wanna talk abt evithn rite nw.. im not in a REALLI good mood.. talk 2 me if I feel better ltr.. :'(

2006-06-04T00:43:00.000+08:00

Hmmm... Saw Carmen yesterday in my tuition near Chung Hwa nia.. not in tuition laa.... near tuition =) I'm glad I saw her cos long time no c each other lo... but was worried tht she might c 'them' who were Kem, Wil n Nic.. =p She was turnin her head trying 2 c who were thry nia nia.. Well, in d mee thre, we were quiet *paiseh bh* I dun even dare 2 talk 2 them... I heard nic say the bad word "700" <-- *read in chinese if u can*... in front of us.. Wil say he cannot control himself.. xD When d lunch was served, Kem wasn't even usin an adult style of holdin chopsticks.. It was a style of me age of 3!! xD so cute de.. =p ! 4got 2 take d pic of it.. Haha.. as he was usin left hand same as me.. We're left-handed de.. he was holdin his chopsticks so big tht I laughed... =) They speak Hokkien language.. which I dunno xD... Me hokkien ppl also leh...paiseh I dunno leh.. haiihs... Wil & Nic keep starin at me de.. xp Wil Said Im cute.. Kem & Nic stared at each other n laughed.. San San showed her pweetie hair 2 Kem ler... 1st time Kem c her hair lehh.. better than mine.. =) We're okay at thre.. =) happy as always!

2006-05-21T00:02:00.002+08:00

hmmmz... 2day I was realli mad wit this mashimaro... he called me a "bai zhe"... damn fuck him la.. then dunno wat happen 2 him 2day quite angry de.. So sumthin floatin on his mind must have make me angry too... but cant stop thinkin abt him! He always go find another girl after breakin up with his previous gfs.. he's tryin 2 avoid me i guess... tryin 2 make me jealous n make me giv up on him... he even go 2 my fren n she accepted him!! She knws I luv him.. u think he's playboy?? If he wants me 2 giv up on him, jz confess his feelings 2 me wat.. jz onli a bit of cry then next day ok ok liao, rite?? haihhh... He's angry at me jz nw... how heart-broken can tht be!! haihzzzz... I felt lonely without him... :'(

2006-05-19T01:00:00.000+08:00

Kelly told me. He told me. Ang told me. Christopher told me.... I was sad... his gf was my gf was my fren!! Wat to do? wat to do? I told myself tht whoever bcomes his gf, she'll pay..well except me... How should I know tht it was my fren...MY FREN!!! :'( vei heartbroken... no one can fix it again.... onli him.....HIM.... tht day, I dun blieve tht he say he got gf in my schl de.. I jz asked kel.. it's true........... I was cryin all night bcos of all tht incident caused... I luv him 4 nth.. All he does is find another, and another, and another.... vei complicated laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~~~~~!!!

2006-04-30T10:50:00.000+08:00

My grandmother "lefT" yesterday at 5.03pm at 29th of April 2006... :'( I was vei sad tht time... I dunno tht she would leave tht early.. :'( I came home late from tuition.. My cuzin's wife picked me up.. n said.. "Grandma passed away oredi.." she wept with lots of tears on her face.. I was shocked.. I cried.. I was so unhappy... My fren pat me on the back.. I hugged my maid and cried more at home.. :$ ..I folded alot of silver for my grandma.... she was beautiful.. :'(... I love her... Realli love her.. I missed her.... my only grandmother..... wahhhhh~~

more of them...='(

2006-04-28T16:58:00.000+08:00

She told me. She told me about him. I hate her..(not really la..) She told me that she has a feelling that he will confess his feelings to her...I dont blieve...but i jz nodded at her... but my heart.. - ='( so heartbroken )'= -
How about me?!I want to do tht 2 him...but what if he rejects? Of course he will. He doesn't like me....he onli likes her...(i think) But I like him...REALLY like him...as in LIKE LIKE him...*ahem* =p in fact, can say I love him already.. She think's she HOT.. She actually sux! (not really) well, I do get along well with him lately but STILL not enough.. he still likes her... but they both keep fightin n teacher even say they "EAT WRONG MEDICINE" it feels like they share saliva n all...they exchange... me?! Damn her.. I used 2 fight with him n he used 2 let me lend him stuffz.....NOW HER!! Don't you think she's trying to steal him away from me?! I do think they wanna b together... tht time, my bez bud, Chai Hui, she told me tht James was writng "ang san san <3>akki...tht's all I can say..

Him n Her

2006-04-23T12:24:00.000+08:00

My fren San San has gone pweetiee well wit him lately.... they were talkin so fun laz time, i saw tht n i gave an angry look on her.. she was like.."wat? i didnt do anythin..." i didnt care...i was jz heart-broken... he knew it n bcos they were afraid of me, they write letters instead... love letters can say..(no la, it's abt me actually, bcos i was jealous, so i say love letters) my fren called me n she pointed at them..so i saw them throwin letters... *angry rite now..* haihhz.. after tuition, i didnt care abt her n i walk on my own around... my mom was suppose 2 pick us up...but she's late... my other fren(a guy, eng chun) apporached me n ask, "wat's wrong wit u n her?" i said, "nth..nth at all.." then he say.."u dun fren her anymore, do u?" i rplied, "yah....so?" he then say," she's cryin, u knw.. cos u ignored her.." I said.."I dun care abt her... she's not my fren anymore.. she stole him away.. the'ye meant 4 each other instead of me n him.." He was like.." okay, then.." so we continue tlakin ahppy stuffz.. n after he went home, she kept callin me, n i still didnt care.. then laz laz min...she called.." Kathrina! Kathrina! Pls listen 2 me.." I was like.." wat do u want? aren't u happy wit him...wat 4 u talk 2 me?" she was like.."im sorry..but u knw tht i dun like him..we were talkin abt u... he say...he 4gived u, but in his heart...he sat he'll try.. n he also say, he actually like u wan.. but bcos of ur angry attitude, he dun dare 2 like u.. n he actually hav a new gf frm thailand.. but in his class!" I was like..." So? even if he has a million gfs, a wife, kids, i sitll luv him ok??? unless i like another guy.. I was heart-broken ok? u both look so perfect..n u both sit near 2 each other again... i sit far away frm him.. .:'(" I cried. she said, "dun cry.. i knw it's hard 4 u... if u change ur attitude, i think he'll like u again...i knw...he say he lost his wallet rite? it has $50+ inside.. if u help him, mayb he'll 4giv u.." "fine... but b4 he used 2 borrow stuffz frm me, nw frm u...dont u think it feels like im not his sister anymore?" She said, "i knw tht.. .but he dun dare liao..cos he early early oredi knw u like him..I dunno how he knew.. but.. haihhz...ok ok...now calm down, we'll search for his wallet 1st la.. ok?" i said.. "ok.." we searched everywhre but cant find it... "I giv up, san san" "me too, kat..we cant find it.." I then said.."im sorry i've mistaken u.." She said.."it's ok...i 4giv u...onli nw is..wait till he calm down his feelings n 4giv u.. :)" "awwwww~ akki.." she pinched me on my face n said.."damn ur cute like a cat!!" "hey, dun say tht..I realli miss his jokes..I miss him too.." "I knw tht, kat..im sorry 4 makin u mistaken our lives.." I said.."it's ok, mistakes happen 2 everyone...:)" This is wat frens r 4.. they work together n 4giv each other...the thing is.. how abt him?? I realli do luv him... deeply.. :'( n he jz rejected me.. i.. i dunno wat 2 say.. she's awrite i guess.. 4 a fren... :).. but i still need 2 knw his b1day!! =P.. I lurrve eu...

love him love him love him!!

2006-04-17T00:44:00.000+08:00

I love him but I know his heart is on someone else! :'( I'm so desperate... She's just appearing in my life to steal him from me....:( haihhz... Im so hurt.. I also do appear that he likes her as well..so heart-broken ler... so angry though.... damn her... n I knw she's pweetier than me cos she's my fren!! :'(

lifeless~ =(

2006-03-18T11:43:00.000+08:00

A guy is always spinning around in my head....can't stop thinkin abt him....he's cute, funny, notti at times, vei kind....haihzzz... I jz can't tell him how deep I liked him...cos..I'm scared tht he might avoid me 4ever!! =(~ I'm lifeless.....I jz wish I was dead.... Miss him....

Mine is Libra..

2005-10-30T17:14:00.000+08:00

Halloween Horoscope for Libra

You only like halloween if you have a special someone to share it with.You like a romantic scary evening together - no big parties or events for you.
Costume suggestions: Romeo and Juliet or Batman and Catwoman
Signature Halloween candy: Nerds

What's" Your Halloween Horoscope?

Am I?

2005-10-30T17:13:00.000+08:00

You're a Romantic Kisser

For you, kissing is all about feeling the romanceYou love to kiss under the stars or by the seaThe perfect kiss involves the perfect moodIt's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet

What Kind of Kisser Are You?

How scary am I?

2005-10-30T17:00:00.000+08:00

You Are Not Scary

Everyone loves you. Isn't that sweet?

How Scary Are You?

2005-10-25T17:41:00.000+08:00

Your Career Type: Conventional

You are orderly and good at following a set plan.Your talents lie in working with written records and numbers in a systematic, orderly way.
You would make an excellent:
Bank Teller - Bookkeeper - Court Clerk Mail Carrier - Post Office Clerk - Secretary Timekeeper - Title Examiner - Typist The worst career options for your are artistic careers, like comedian or dancer.

What's" Your Ideal Career?

hmm..

2005-06-17T02:50:00.000+08:00

oh....long time no come here...hope thre's no dust here....hahaa~~ jk so...how's life everyone?? Good?? bad?? fun??boring?? bla bla bla?? haha.... man I'm bored than I can think!! Life here sooo lau ya!! No one writes me anything one.... =p.. bye gtg!! Mom's calling!! hehe

~~.~~Kathrina~~.~~

hey

2005-02-07T15:38:00.000+08:00

hey! how u all doin??? bored here............. onli homework homework homework..........y dun u all go 2 http://www.sfogs.com heheheheheh........hahahahhahaha this 1 is nice......... :) happy all! .....sad here...about Eichi...............4get about it......but.....dun talk! okok, sry guys I've talkin 2 myself all day................schooling in STPRI is sure was............. lesbian??? uh............ :( miss toro, eichi and teddy.......................... :P dun b jealous..hahahha juz jk...............

gud day!

2005-01-13T20:33:00.000+08:00

Gud day!!! 2day wake up at 5.45 am...(damn early) then go school! Wear TUDONG! man, but I love that school coz we juz nw play comp not studying haha! but we hav hm but I finish oredi I think u all hav hm and not yet finsh de!! ahahahhahahaha....... very boring......... any hotmail 4 me 2 add??? I'm very bored...... :(

:D

2005-01-08T17:28:00.000+08:00

hi.....2day mini sports at STPRI was fun!!! Well, I hav new frens...... wait..... I wan 2 go 2 da TOILET....... :d

...

2005-01-07T22:27:00.000+08:00

2day wake up at 10.00am, then eat breakfast, then I go wash my mom's car without any help!! Bcoz my mom bz at the back kitchen cleaning with my maid bcoz almost chinese new year rite??? I also polish my mom's car........but it was fun........I go 2 STPRI....I hHAV 2 WEAR TUDONG, U KNOW?!!! IHATE IT!! 2moro P.E day at STPRI, the song very hard.........wish I can go back 2 my old school.... :( very sad..............so.....watcha all doin?? I'm bored here laa......

damn..... :P

2004-12-28T11:55:00.000+08:00

hey hey hey!!! these days didn't on9 coz my cuz's computer cannot open damn boring!!!

sorry

2004-12-10T15:55:00.000+08:00

man!! Iong time I didn't write.... bcause I was looking 4 this...... hehe....

stupid idea.....

2004-12-10T01:42:00.000+08:00

damn....last time b4 I went 2 KL yesterday, man(damn!!) I fought with my relatives again....I'm so hurtful.....I did say sorry...but......(speechless).......well, I don't know if they 4giv me again...and we bcome fens again.........well I also bought my own rlooer blade.....hehe~...I'm so happy.....but not happy bcause I fought wit my relatives......

crazeee~

2004-12-01T19:42:00.000+08:00

2day I argue with my realtives again......
damn it was worse!!! :(

about 2day

2004-12-01T15:47:00.000+08:00

trying my new blog...