Just waiiting for a shooting star - So that I could wish I'm with him right now

Sunday, April 23, 2006 , Him n Her

My fren San San has gone pweetiee well wit him lately.... they were talkin so fun laz time, i saw tht n i gave an angry look on her.. she was like.."wat? i didnt do anythin..." i didnt care...i was jz heart-broken... he knew it n bcos they were afraid of me, they write letters instead... love letters can say..(no la, it's abt me actually, bcos i was jealous, so i say love letters) my fren called me n she pointed at them..so i saw them throwin letters... *angry rite now..* haihhz.. after tuition, i didnt care abt her n i walk on my own around... my mom was suppose 2 pick us up...but she's late... my other fren(a guy, eng chun) apporached me n ask, "wat's wrong wit u n her?" i said, "nth..nth at all.." then he say.."u dun fren her anymore, do u?" i rplied, "yah....so?" he then say," she's cryin, u knw.. cos u ignored her.." I said.."I dun care abt her... she's not my fren anymore.. she stole him away.. the'ye meant 4 each other instead of me n him.." He was like.." okay, then.." so we continue tlakin ahppy stuffz.. n after he went home, she kept callin me, n i still didnt care.. then laz laz min...she called.." Kathrina! Kathrina! Pls listen 2 me.." I was like.." wat do u want? aren't u happy wit him...wat 4 u talk 2 me?" she was like.."im sorry..but u knw tht i dun like him..we were talkin abt u... he say...he 4gived u, but in his heart...he sat he'll try.. n he also say, he actually like u wan.. but bcos of ur angry attitude, he dun dare 2 like u.. n he actually hav a new gf frm thailand.. but in his class!" I was like..." So? even if he has a million gfs, a wife, kids, i sitll luv him ok??? unless i like another guy.. I was heart-broken ok? u both look so perfect..n u both sit near 2 each other again... i sit far away frm him.. .:'(" I cried. she said, "dun cry.. i knw it's hard 4 u... if u change ur attitude, i think he'll like u again...i knw...he say he lost his wallet rite? it has $50+ inside.. if u help him, mayb he'll 4giv u.." "fine... but b4 he used 2 borrow stuffz frm me, nw frm u...dont u think it feels like im not his sister anymore?" She said, "i knw tht.. .but he dun dare liao..cos he early early oredi knw u like him..I dunno how he knew.. but.. haihhz...ok ok...now calm down, we'll search for his wallet 1st la.. ok?" i said.. "ok.." we searched everywhre but cant find it... "I giv up, san san" "me too, kat..we cant find it.." I then said.."im sorry i've mistaken u.." She said.."it's ok...i 4giv u...onli nw is..wait till he calm down his feelings n 4giv u.. :)" "awwwww~ akki.." she pinched me on my face n said.."damn ur cute like a cat!!" "hey, dun say tht..I realli miss his jokes..I miss him too.." "I knw tht, kat..im sorry 4 makin u mistaken our lives.." I said.."it's ok, mistakes happen 2 everyone...:)" This is wat frens r 4.. they work together n 4giv each other...the thing is.. how abt him?? I realli do luv him... deeply.. :'( n he jz rejected me.. i.. i dunno wat 2 say.. she's awrite i guess.. 4 a fren... :).. but i still need 2 knw his b1day!! =P.. I lurrve eu...

can you love me? 12:24:00 PM

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